My gift is intuitive perception, detailed and at the deepest level. My heightened empathy allows me to feel what others cannot feel within themselves. A lifelong journey of suffering, which I have made my own. Through fire, bridges burned, the Pleaser transformed – the trauma was allowed to leave, it was a difficult path. Learn from me how self-authority works – that is why I came here: if we truly want to change something, we need intuitive self-leadership.
Hello, sensitive human!
I live by the sea, in a small blue and white wooden house called Casa Maktub – the embodiment of my own unique path. They still think what I'm doing is wrong. But I keep going. Always going. Because that's my purpose. To move forward no matter what. Getting the house – an impossibility. If you think in terms of possibilities, then it's the result of my intuitive life path.
I am a psychic—clairvoyant, clairsentient, and claircognizant with an extremely fine sense for the unseen and a precise eye for detail. No one can easily fool me: I see behind masks—not because I find it exciting, but because it is my calling, because it is why I am here. My intuition speaks clearly; it guides me through my life and my work. I have never been able to suppress my pain; my face has always been an open book.
In my Casa Maktub, I support highly empaths and highly sensitive people as a medium, reader, and healer in trauma integration and intuitive embodiment. My work is soul- and heart-led – born from my path, my experience, and my womanhood as a woman who walks between worlds with the vision of creating a new, heart-to-heart connection on this earth. And it packs a real punch.
The quieter you become, the more you can hear.
Ram Dass
But peace was not my beginning. Rather
For a long time, I lived a life in a body filled with insecurity. I never felt safe, but always wrong and misunderstood—emotional instability, profound loneliness, and a sense of inner turmoil that nearly drove me insane. What I now understand as complex attachment and developmental trauma shaped my entire being. I wore the mask of the well-adjusted, friendly, functioning girl without a voice, identity, or boundaries. I adapted, smiled, performed—and had no right to exist myself, except to make others feel good, to serve the outside world and its expectations. In effect, I was wrong and to blame for everything. My entire being was permeated by deep shame. Alcohol made me social, marijuana calmed me—both helped me avoid constantly feeling the flood of emotions inside me. The worst part was that I had no one who understood my pain in the slightest, who could hold me and be there for me.
And yet, there was always that voice. It was quiet, but indestructible – my intuition.
She kept me from losing myself completely and led me to where the real path began.
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I didn't know it, but...
I initially followed the conventional path: education, full-time job, relationship, nine-to-five, partying on weekends. The classic life plan: just the way everyone does it. I built a professional foundation, took on far too much responsibility, and studied in the evenings and on weekends. This gave me a lot of experience and knowledge—skills I still use in my work today. Everything seemed right and normal. And so fucking lifeless and empty. My intuition was clear: you can't keep doing this until you're 65. So I quit my life, my job, my relationship, and moved away. I let go of the version of myself that was doing everything "right"—and ventured into the unknown. For the first time, I felt free. Out of the system, the fixed schedules and structures.
Intuition was always guiding!
I went to university full-time, studying business administration with a focus on marketing, traveled through South America, and abandoned that idea. South America changed me. I couldn't go back to a traditional company. So, I initially worked in the back office of a tantric massage practice—a new, gentler world. Until I had to leave again because I couldn't stand the rigid structures. Between unemployment, rock 'n' roll catering, a thousand ideas, travel, therapy, founding an upcycling furniture company, and toxic relationships, I tried to cope without medication and find my way. It was truly chaotic and painful. And always there, intuition. I always knew I was doing the right thing, even when I didn't really know what I wanted. I was isolated and deeply lonely, but it still guided me and gave me direction in the fog.
The wound is the place where the light enters you.
Rumi
In Brazil I met Maktub – “it is written.” Even then, the energy was set for what I now call my place of healing: transformation. I met my soul sister and experienced the divine within my body for the first time. I encountered God and planted the seed of healing.
Back in Germany, I realized: You can travel the world, but you still carry your own cage with you. Although I had always reflected a lot, my life was still chaotic and unstable, constantly swinging between elation and exhaustion, but rarely in balance, with all the other harmful patterns that plagued me. I couldn't and didn't want to continue living like that, in a life of constant escape. I prayed to the universe for help, and it gave me what I desperately needed: different approaches to healing than those I had known or experienced before: intuition, trauma, and the body.
Discovering trauma work felt like returning home to a language I'd always known but never been allowed to speak. I knew: This is it. This is the way. I dedicated my life to healing—trauma work, bodywork, soul work. I learned to understand and integrate my pain instead of just surviving it. The scars remain, but they've become roots—the foundation of my work. Today I know: Freedom doesn't come from escaping history, but from lovingly returning to it. And eventually, it becomes a gentle rebellion against the status quo, against a world that demands something of us that we simply aren't.
Training and further education
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Currently: training to become a Trance Medium (MasteringWHITE) | 1.5-year training with Alexandra Sorgenicht
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Currently: training to become an intuition trainer until the end of 2026 | 2-year training with Alexandra Sorgenicht
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Thai Massage Workshop Igor Alonso, Murcia
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Integral training in Physical Theatre; focus: body and emotion work | 6 months with Samuel Nunez, Cologne
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Yin Yoga Teacher Training (certified) | 40 hours with Vira Drotbohm, Cologne
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Specialist seminar "Narcissistic Violence" | Verena König
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Trauma-Sensitive Yoga (certified) | 40 hours with Maria Macaya, Fundación Radika, Barcelona
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Currently undergoing certification as an Intuitive Soul Reader, including Advanced and Master training (80 readings under supervision) | 2-year training at the Institute for Intuition Training
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Energy healer (certified, 30 healings under supervision) | Year-long training at the Institute for Intuition Training, Cologne
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Compassionate Inquiry Self Study Course I Gabor Maté
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NI Neurosystemic Integration®, holistic, integrative trauma work (certified) | 1-year training with Verena König
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Basic and Advanced Intuition Training I 6-month training at the Institute for Intuition Training (today: Alexandra Sorgenicht - INTUITION & Intuitive Living)
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Theatre acting training and performance | 2-year training at Comedia Theatre Cologne
I am constantly expanding my knowledge through workshops, seminars, and retreats. In addition, I receive professional support in my own processes through coaching, body therapy, and regular supervision.
Own projects
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Since 2025 - Development of my healing and integration center Casa Maktub in Spain
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Since 2022 - Sandra Reudenbach | Trauma-integrative Soulwork (formerly: Trauma-sensitive Coaching)
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Since 2018 - Conscious Consulting & Consulting (formerly: SR - Projects & Office)
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2016-2023 - KIELBACH. - Unique Furniture Design (2018 Restructuring into Upcycled Furniture)
And just some other things...
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20+ years of commercial professional experience in small and medium-sized enterprises and self-employment
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Lexware Office Coach
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Travel through South and Central America, Asia
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Study abroad semester at ESEADE Buenos Aires and travel through South America
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Business Administration (B.Sc.) with a focus on General Management and Human Resources I TH Cologne
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Certified Marketing Specialist (IHK)
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Apprenticeship as a Certified Industrial Clerk (IHK)